We lost our light, our joy, our soul best friend. I have never felt this amount of pain, and longing, and heartbreak.

Baby Bubs, I love you with every fiber of my being. You’re my whole world and I will miss you for the rest of my life. I couldn’t have asked for a more perfect fur baby. Thank you for being so pure, for loving me unconditionally and only ever seeing me in my best light, never leaving my side, even when I wasn’t perfect, for helping me through the hard times and letting me whisper all my feelings in your ears, for being so patient and full of joy, for teaching me to appreciate the small moments, for being the reason I got fresh air every morning, afternoon, and evening, for showing me that I can be brave and strong even when I’m afraid, for showing me that living in the now isn’t as hard as it sometimes feels, for every kiss and snuggle and squeak fart sneeze. I know I am the luckiest person, and so grateful, for getting to be your mom and to share this life with you. I promise to try to continue to make all my decisions with you in mind and to make you proud. I will try to feel you in the wind and see you in every leaf, star, or yummy meal you would have puppy eye’d us for. I know you are happy and at peace and that I did everything in my power to give you the best earth life I could. I still wish I could have done even more. No amount of time with you would have ever been enough and the some of the best parts of who I am today has so much to do with the lessons and love you gave me. It’ll be a while until we meet again but when we do at that rainbow bridge we will be complete again. Until then, run free with all the tennis balls, light bugs, stuffed babies, duck treats, bubbles, and other old friends lost... with no pain or suffering or sorrow. Have everything you’ve ever dreamed of and know you are always in my thoughts. I love you forever perfect angel boy. Thank you for every single moment.