Beamer, I miss you. What ever it is your soul experiences after it leaves your body, and where ever it is your sweet, sweet pure essence is now, I hope my love for you lives on with you. The love and bond we shared will never be forgotten - missed every day and never forgotten. My heart aches and has an open unfilled emptiness, the space that aches right now and misses our walks, misses calling for you and watching you come running to me, misses petting you, holding you if even for just a few minutes, misses kissing your head, misses rubbing my face on yours, misses your pur, your perfect tiny meow, misses the way you told me to come to bed and then how you snuggled along side my body every night, misses getting up to try and give you what you wanted at 2 and 4 am each night. And while I find comfort knowing you are not trapped in a body that was causing so much pain and discomfort, I even miss sliding food under the bed and begging you to eat, carrying you upstairs to try and help you save energy, putting water bowls everywhere and watching you almost dunk your head underwater to drink, the sound of you drinking - I miss it all. It ended too soon.